greetings it is 11 super bored super super super bored it is so early to be feeling like this. i have all this energy thats going to waste or smthing it is so annoying i just want tooo oliveeeeeeeee. i go back to school pretty soon. in like 2 weeks. fucckk i have to retake nutrition since i failed in the fall lmfao. ugh. its alright i actually like summer school even tho its tedious… .. …….. like i honestly have little to nothing to offer to anything/anyone and to be going back to school during the summer so i have something to do… ITS A BIG IMPACT OR DEAL OR W.E. YOU WANNA CALL IT FOR ME LOL GAG. omg i remember last year i took two classes for the summer public speaking and english omfggg 3 hrs long each started at 2 and i would not come home until 10pm lmaooo omg i miss my public speaking class i was the only baby in that class everyone was over 21 hot or not having moms and those 30 flirty type of ppl and like everyone just talked to anyone it was really weird lmao. like it didnt feel as if you were secluded like most classes feel like you know omfg those are the worse classes to be in ever. anyways life for me atm is pretty dull nothing exciting has happened besides like last saturday when i met a boy but apparently it was just a hook up LMAOOO AHA GAG. omg he was so dreamy he was hella feeln me it was all in his aura and im just like LOL WHOA DUDE. hes like 5’11 6’0 thick in all the right places a mut meaning hes either some sort of mexican polynesian filipino pacific islander boy O M G he even knew how to speak french wdffffff. he got me drunk we went to safeway he bought a bottle of ciroc sprite pizza and ice cream lmfaoooo omfgggg so gay lmao. yee nothing exciting happened lmao like he wanted to fuck we made out and went down on each other lmfao omg he was like “we gotta stop or ima rape you” AAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAH i just had a look on my face that i wanted it but i knew i shouldnt because for one i didnt take a shower lmao and two i was suppose to leave around 6 to go see kate with nadine lmao fuck. like talk about wrong timing. he gave me two hickies =[ dude this nigga had hella hickes all over his neck bcuz he went to pride at great amercia but thats another story (he was getting taken advantage of lmao) the next day they hella hurt like just thinking about them they would feel like they were throbbing uggh. ANYWAYS nadine comes and picks me up and already i was like AAAHHHHHHHHHH being drunk smelling like booty and belligerent trying to keep my composure to tell her what had happen and anticipating to tell kate lmfao fucking shit. yeeee that night was fun we bbqed at jakes. louie and tim were there. omg so i had “cock mouth” and fucking i had to get rid of it and we were in mipueblo picking up meat to bbq and i was like “WHERES THE GUM I NEED MOUTH WASH” so my ghetto ass went to go look for it, open one up, take a swig and rinse my mouth in the fucking store. lmfaoooo omggggg idgaf i was hella on i needed to get rid of that cock mouth. yee it was a good time. pretty much over finding a fucking a job why do i have to live in milpitas wtff i was thinking about applying to hot topic…. GAG but then i stopped and thought “this is really low for my personal brand soooooo no” lmao quack. its like all these money hungry sluts are taking over wtfffff i have bills to pay for too i want to buy new clothes i want thingsssss wtdffdfsjkldfjksdfsajkladfskl i swear to fucking goodddddddddd alll these bitches who complain that have jobs a car money balh blah blahh and are doing pretty fine in my eyes are just asdfjdfsjkfadsifilasdlf SSHUUTTTU UPPPP P PPP P P P apparently i have to have money a car a job weed in order to “do something” with friends or some shit like wdf WHATS WITH PPL DOING THINGS “U THINK U CARE ABT ME BUT N REALITY U JUST CARE ABT WHAT I CAN DO 4 U AND THATS SAD ON SO MANY LEVELS BC I HAVE LITTLE 2 NOTHING 2 OFF ANY1” IT BE LIKE THAT. ANYWAYS IDK WHAT IVE BEEN SAYING ITS ALL JUST COMING OUT MY ASS I SUPPOSE. i miss the days when i always had weed on me smoking out ppl just cuz matching up with random ppl making new acquaintances like that doesnt happen too often anymore or at least i dont see it. UR DOING IT WRONG. niggas be hella stingy or something. anyways i want a job i want to pay for things like bills new clothes ugggghh fucking A NEW PIECE THAT IVE BEEN MEANING TO GET EVER SINCE I BROKE MINE LAST YEAR FROM HIGHSCHOOL UGGH IT WAS SUCH A NICE PIPE R.I.P. plus i want to save up for a car UGGGGHHHHHHHHH AND THEN SAVE UP TO MOVE OUT I WANT TO LIVE IN SANTA CRUZ OR SOMEWHERE NEAR THE BEACH OR LIKE SOMEWHERE STILL IN THE BAY AREA OR NORCAL. FUCK THE SOUTH BAY I SWEAR. but whatever i need stop comparing myself to others. i may be bummy but at least i have a better sense of taste than most ppl!!!!! ! ! !! blah blah blah blah blah through one ear out ur butthole.
anyways im going to end this post here i feel sorry for anyone who takes the time to read these embarrassing posts i write lol YOLO
ending thoughts weed weed weed blunt hits & bong rips make myself something to eat finish watching the new episodes of arrested development and then play with myself since i have no one to play with BYE